bad night

I have a whole new level of disrespect for people who abuse pills and alcohol…and yeah.  Having to watch somebody you love fight because their body is failing them for a genetic reason and then watching people destroy their bodies with drugs and alcohol when you know the person you love the most would do fucking anything for a healthy body and never abuse it… I’m struggling to find compassion.  I know addicts are hurting but like… I’m fucking hurting too.  And I make the conscious effort not to abuse my body to escape it in unhealthy ways, because believe me, there have been moments when I realize very very clearly why people turn to substances and other unhealthy things when they are in pain.

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  1. Paula Kaye
    Jan 06, 2014 @ 01:05:47

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